January 2012
34 posts
December 2011
32 posts
day 67
23 hours 30 minutes away from what should be the start of day 365. Instead, because I screwed up, I’m almost three hundred days away from having gone a year without cutting. I hate how weak I am, and I hate that I’m so prideful that I thought I could get any better when really I shouldn’t look for life to be any less screwed up than it has been.
hyperbolequeen:
straight guys on tumblr are almost like unicorns
I’ve always wanted to be a unicorn…
day 55
not looking forward to new years at all…that day should be 365, instead its day 68…
I miss playing in a punk band.
idkwhattocallmyblog:
I miss being innovative with my electric guitar. I miss the energy in that style of music, I miss writing songs. I might join a band, but I’d be playing acoustic. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE playing acoustic music, and Sheep Among Wolves is a great band that really loves the Lord and would be good for me spiritually. But I didn’t start playing guitar to do it like that - I...
day 45
caffeine and sugar. best things ever invented.
besides the point.
Anyway this is probably not going to make any sense and I may very well delete it in the morning (well more like 3pm when I’ll actually wake up) because it’s dumb but for now it shall remain.
I’ve been having recurring nightmares and flashbacks about Margaret. I was the reason she tried to kill herself. I should...
day 42
Everything seemed to be going so well up until yesterday. I wish I was a happy person.
Once upon a time I was fine.: PLEASE READ AND... →
titsnfannies:
Earlier today I was at the grocery store with my family and we saw someone my sister went to school with. My grandma was looking for something and we were standing around that girl, close enough to where I could hear her talking about my scars. She said ” People do that for attention” to whoever…
Time for something serious.
audiodrops:
So I’m going to take some time out today to talk about something serious. I’m not gonna put it behind a jump, because I think it’s important. However, I will say: This post deals with the discussion of suicide. If you aren’t comfortable reading that, go ahead and scroll on if that’s what you have to do. It’s December 3, 2011. Right now it’s about an hour before midnight. Three years...
Twloha Indiana: A message from Renee →
twlohaiu:
I get tired too, I get really tired. Sometimes I believe the lie that it would be better for everyone somehow if I just stopped, just slept, just was done. The thing I’ve discovered is that the tiredness, just like the moments of ecstasy, will pass. You won’t always feel like this, you wake up,…
Maybe the Best Thing I've Ever Done, Getting Help
cuzimshort:
I’ve contemplated writing this post for awhile. I’ve questioned whether I should keep my story to myself or share it. I was reluctant, but, then I wondered how many people who found themselves feeling and going through the same thing I did… maybe this could help them out.
So… I disappeared from Tumblr for a while and there was a good reason why. This past recent weekend, I was in...
What i love about Tumblr is...
youvstolenmyheart:
thejoe:
youvstolenmyheart:
its a bunch of people you don’t know and the people that you do know actually care about you and what you post! plus there is not creepy boys that see your picture and proceed to stalk you…
except me. i stalk you. obviously.
does joel know.
I would really hope not cuz if he really is superman I’m screwed to the max
Good morning, Tumblrverse.
danceintheflames:
Today, I am three months self-harm free. It’s Day 92. What I’ve learned is that it’s not easy. Especially for someone who had been so intensely self-harming for so long. I’ve learned not to judge people based on how they cope with pain and stress and the suckiness of life. I started self-harming over a year ago. The thing is, I barely remember anything after July 25 of last...
“I’ll follow you into the homes of the broken,
I’ll follow you into the world....”
– (via youvstolenmyheart)
What i love about Tumblr is...
youvstolenmyheart:
its a bunch of people you don’t know and the people that you do know actually care about you and what you post! plus there is not creepy boys that see your picture and proceed to stalk you…
except me. i stalk you. obviously.
