nykitafajita: “They Don’t Know” - Just a Fluke
All of you who are coming along side me, I’m asking too much of you but please stay and walk with me through hell.
garden city police are trigger happy I think so death by cop could work… I wonder if you smoked a certain amount of cigarettes in a small time period if that would kill you. I don’t think I could slit my wrists enough to bleed out, I think I would feel queasy and I hate that feeling. I’ve looked up a bunch of meds hut none kill painlessly I don’t think. Or kill all the...
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twentymoredays: Being a senior, this is how usual conversation goes for me. Someone: So, where are you planning on going to college? Me: Ohh probably U of I or BSU. I’m leaning more towards U of I though. Someone: Ohhh BOOO Vandals. Why U of I? Me: Because it’s in-state, so it’s cheaper. But it’s not in town,…
one of the hardest things is being talented with something you’re not passionate about or being passionate for something you have no talent for doing.
Anonymous asked: Of all the things in my life I have questioned, there is one thing I am certain of. Fate. I believe with every inch of my being that there is a reason for everything. There is a reason why we were all brought to this exact moment we are in. Whatever it is that brought you here - may it be God, intuition, fate, whatever - it needed you to know that you are amazing. You are everything a person...
This morning found me reminiscing about a girl I had hoped to bury. Her name was Margaret. I saw her that first day of summer school. I was nervous but found and old friend there in class. Shayla was looking undeniably great but I couldn’t help but notice the beautiful girl sitting in the corner. I kept myself from staring because I didn’t want to be THAT guy. Because, I reminded...
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going off my meds hasn’t caused any issues yet. The bad part of today is that I found out that my life pretty legitimately sucks right now. I was doing a bit more research on medical waivers and such for if I joined the Army. Of all the dreams I’ve ever had in life, that one has always been a constant. To wear the uniform and serve my country and fellow man. As it turns out, anyone...
i wonder if i could try going off my meds…hmmm… BAD IDEA TIME! WOO! lets do this shit!
i think as a method of suicide, i should drink about 900 oz. of coffee and die from caffiene overdose…its probably bad i resent the person who made me throw away my razor. ill find another one of course but that takes time and i really kinda just want relief now… i had a dream a few nights ago that Nykita was murdered and i was avengenging myself on him in very violent manners. i...
Person: I'm depressed.
Society: You're just being dramatic.
Person: I self harm.
Society: You're just trying to get attention.
Person commits suicide.
Society: We never saw the signs!